things I don't understand
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I type this post while I sit idle in resonite. I'm listening to someone--someone as a part of multiple--talk about their experience being a system
I don't understand how it works. I don't think I can ever understand it. I hear experiences, I hear explanations, I hear causes, and yet I will never understand. I don't have those experiences. it's something incredibly personal--experiencing your own mind--that nobody who is outside that bubble can ever understand. that includes me
it confuses me, yet it oddly soothes me too. their experiences are what make them unique as a form--unique in this world
the thoughts and feelings of others I can never truly know myself. I can at least listen to them, though. I like listening to people talk
there are things that I will never understand
and I wouldn't have it any other way